Oh yes, it finally happened to me.
Poo. In. The. Bath.
I have heard numerous tales of other parents (always mothers) about their child going number two in the bath and I had blindly shut it from my mind in the hope that it wouldn’t happen to me. Ha! Well that was silly! And of course it happened on April 2, the date firmly etched in my memory forever, when I was home alone so there was no hubby back-up (who am I kidding, he would run for the hills in such a situation).
So anyway, here we were with Baby N having a wonderful time delighting in his bath. At one point, as he often does, he had a little bath-based wee of which I am not at all bothered. But then it all took a turn for the worse when it wasn’t just wee coming out. It was a giant, full-size poop-a-doop. Arrrrgggghhh! I paused/froze for a brief moment before realising I should get this kid out of his crappy (literally) water, before plonking him down on his towel. Then I had another issue… the kid was still needing some kind of rinsing to get the poo-based water off him. There was a giant turd in the bath and the water is going murky. So I did what any good girl does… I fished the poo out of the bath and into the loo WITH MY BARE HANDS! Even writing this makes me feel gross.
But still the water was no good and so I realised Baby N would be getting his first shower of his life. I was fully dressed at this stage, but no matter I held him and gave him a gentle shower with the bath shower head (on very low pressure). I think my overall vibe at this stage was NOT ZEN and Baby N cottoned on and started crying. I figured at this point that he was clean enough and so bundled him up in his towel and tried not to think about the details of the whole situation.
Thankfully Baby N went to sleep easily that night so I was able to then thoroughly scrub the bath, the non-slip bath mat and the bath toys. Also the towel went in the wash. It was about then that hubby came home from the gym and I told him the whole sorry story and he made various gagging sounds and faces. He basically couldn’t look at me when I told him I had scooped the poo with my bare hands. His response, why didn’t you put on gloves? Errrr… if there were gloves nearby OF COURSE I WOULD HAVE USED THEM!! Who has gloves in their bathroom (maybe I need some actually)?
But you know, this isn’t even the most exciting story of late. Baby N also had a brief incident last week where he choked on a piece of plum. Yes, I know babies aren’t meant to eat uncooked plum, but Daddy is a bit over-excited about such things and likes to share his food with his son. I mean, it’s cute and all and usually fine, but on this day it was not. He gave him a small piece of plum, without the skin while he was having dinner and I could see Baby N having some difficulty dealing with it so I went to fish it out of his mouth. But just as I went to he tipped his head back and I could see instantaneously that he was choking.
He went silent.
His face went red.
He was not breathing.
Many, many years ago I trained to be a lifeguard so I could work on the lake at summer camp in the US (I had two magnificent summers doing so – brilliant times!) and part of my training was how to help someone choking. Straight away I had Baby N out of his high chair and I turned him over with my left hand under his chest holding him face down and my right hand giving firm slaps on the back. It worked THANK GOD because the plum was quickly dislodged and Baby N started laughing. I sat down but could not continue to feed him dinner as my hands were shaking so hard that I couldn’t get the spoon in his mouth. I had a little cry then. Baby N just looked at me like I was an idiot. Bless him.
In lighter news though, I have noticed some incremental changes in Baby N that make my heart warm. He has worked out that he can “post” one of his bath toys, a starfish, down in between the side of the bath and a handle that sits on the inside (presumably to help you get out of the bath – I didn’t choose the bath). One night he spent quite a bit of time just repeatedly posting the starfish there and it was so cute I just sat back and watched.
He is also doing a LOT of baby talk and most of it sounds like “Dada” so I guess “Daddy” will be his first word. I have a sense that it is not far off too. Baby N is aware of many words and I regularly ask him where daddy is or where Lucy (the cat) is and he turns looking for them. You can ask him if he wants water and he will make a sound if he does, or he will pick up his sippy cup and drink it himself if it’s in arm’s reach. Likewise, he knows how to clap his hands so if you say “clapping hands” to him and clap at the same time sometimes he joins in. He has also started to hold his hands up when he wants to be picked up which is ADORABLE!
We also have an Amazon Alexa at home which we use for all sorts of things such as turning our lights on and off, playing music and checking the weather. Baby N is fascinated by Alexa so all you have to do is say “Alexa” (the command for activating the robot) and his head turns towards it to see what she will say. He is OBSESSED with our mobile phones and if you take one away from him, such as if he tries to suck it, he will complain. However if you ask Alexa something, he immediately turns towards it and stops his complaining. We sometimes mess with him just to see how rapidly he shuts up. Once he learns to talk we are stuffed though as he will just spend all day asking her to do things. I fear the future…
This weekend we celebrated Easter as it is the Orthodox Easter which is celebrated where I am. We joined the extended family at a lovely hotel restaurant which is almost becoming a family tradition and one that I have felt a little bit of an outsider for in previous years. This year I had a great time though with Baby N the star of the show seeming to love all of the excitement. He had his lunch and then munched through assorted other things that were semi-baby appropriate on my plate (no choking hazards, see above). So he was high on life and food! After lunch there was some traditional dancing by some “professional dancers” and Baby N went mad for all the traditional music and the dancing. I was sitting right at the front with him on my knee so he could see it properly and he was waving his hands and even clapping. The dancers LOVED him and picked him up at one stage to dance him around. Then there was a portion where the audience joined in so I quickly found myself dancing with him in one of my arms. Keep in mind Baby N is nearly 11kg and there was a lot of jigging about in this dancing… it was quite a workout for me! 🙂
I remember in previous years that Easter was always a nice break with a few consecutive days off work. It has been a lovely time this year too, but oh my goodness I am tired. I am almost looking forward to going back to work so I can have a quiet sit at my desk and enjoy my cup of tea in peace.
Even at work though it’s all baby talk with another colleague announcing last week she is pregnant. Since I became pregnant with Baby N there has been a succession of pregnancies, so much so that I think my employer would be almost sensible in starting a creche! I was quite surprised by the news of my latest colleague and so when she told me I had an unguarded, unprepared reaction which quite surprised me in one way, but didn’t in another. Despite having Baby N, despite having overcome infertility, this colleague let it be known that she had fallen pregnant very quickly after starting trying and I couldn’t help but feel irritated by this information. The rational me thinks congratulations, that’s wonderful news. The infertility-affected me thinks how is it fair that she got pregnant by barely trying?!
These are not new feelings for me but it surprised me that I still had that rawness to me even with the wonder that is Baby N in my life. It just goes to show that no matter what joys come your way, infertility never fully leaves you.
But I can’t end this post on that sad note, so here is a photo of one of my cats who is being a bit naughty, but so cute at the same time. Ball pit from Early Learning Centre. Soft toy dog from Ikea. Both brilliant buys, just ask my cat!